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Friday, August 21, 2009

Stress + UPSR = FREEDOM

It's hard for me to say but I'd prefer it to be over quicker yet I want it to be another century to come. Mixed huh? UPSR.... hmm. I did 2004's test paper on BM yesterday and it was freaking hard. It got me worried there but my teacher told me it's an easier standard every year. Not harder. To me, it feels unfair. Most people ( smart ppl) says it's like a grade 1's work! I could totally past for that but because of it, I kinda have too must self confidence. After taking that test yesterday, it was horror. The test haunted me through the night. Yeow! And I had to get up for school early morning today. Sigh. After the test, I'm feeling more discourage than ever. It was my sister's year test paper. I wonder how'd she survive the paper. . . . But the magical thing is that I could have freedom over four months after that. That'll be awesome! Still, the results will only com out in october and that's......scary. I can't study, I'm always distracted! Although I'm worried much, no use. I tried. Only lasted for 5 - 10 minutes...Humans can concentrate for 45 minutes!!! I only could last 5 - 10 minutes!!!!! There must be somthing wrong with my brain and mentality! Gosh, I'm just posting this cause I've got nothing to do. And to release all me tension about it.... Sigh.... wish me luck on studying for the next two weeks! =(

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Lily Ooi


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